I've realized that I want to slow down. almost to the point of being stopped. I'm going to be like I was a year ago... independent, responsible... I was a man. now I chose to revert back to being a boy. I think I want to be a man again. its a wild cycle of events that takes you from being a 17 year old immature kid, being cast into the real world, and learning maturity by force. by january of 2007, I was still a boy. by may of 2007, I was a man working two jobs 80 hours a week with no social life. by january of 08 I was homeless fighting for survival in denver in winter. man status. now I'm back to being a boy. I want the same mindset as may of last year. and I want somebody to share good times and memories with. when school starts, the partying, wildness, and all around instability stops. its game time.
on a lighter note, I haven't showered in two days or shaved in two days, for no apparent reason. I've been swimming a lot though! I woke up today and popped in grand theft auto and started the day off the right way: killing hookers. little brother came in my room and we started bonding at the expense of hooker's lives and cop cars. matt marino called me and told me to walk outside right now. not wanting to make him mad, I walked outside in that instant wearing nothing except a pair of boxers and hopped in the car and hung out with matt for awhile. he's a wild dude. came back here and realized I've lost yet ANOTHER pair of sunglasses :(
welp. I'm gonna clean my room and lounge by the pool alllll day. that's where you'll find me this summer, if you ever want to drop by.
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