quandaries.

im sure that i cant be the only person who wonders why good people invest their time and heart into people who obviously dont deserve it. but i might be the only one disgusted enough with seeing this everywhere to write about it and question why. is it just masochism? do you like being continuously hurt and taken advantage for? do you like feeling dumb? naive? gullible? im not a very nice person.. but what i AM is a good person. i might be mean to people, but you will never catch me cheat on a girl or steal from a person or doing anything unethical with the caliber of those. maybe im the naive one? because, sadly, nobody seems to be on the same page as me. everybody gets walked all over and nobody does anything about it. AND they keep coming back for more. i talk to people on both ends of the spectrum at least once a day. people who get their kicks treating the opposite sex as a possession, and people who are the possessed. and honestly, i dont know whos worse. it sickens me to see people devote their everything to one specific person then see that person stomp on the others feelings in the gutter. sick.




society is a shitheapt. everybody thinks theyre at the top when theyre really below the bottom.


rock bottom delusions.