school started. and with it also started a list of money troubles. basically heres the trouble... i have none. no money for books. no money for food. it keeps adding on... im waiting on my background check to clear at nugget just so i can start working. at least to FEEL like im progressing towards improvement.. even if im not. oh yeah, my phone got shut off last night too.. now i cant talk to certain people i really want to talk to all because im an idiot with money. well school sucks. it feels just like high school which is the part that sucks. as far as classes go, it seems pretty chill. i have what i presume to be an awesome english teacher. my speech teacher seems pretty cool too.. my jazz teacher is a total dick. my political science teacher seems like a total egotistical moron. and my history teachers voice puts me to sleep, even if he has something interesting to say. i want to fast forward two years so i can be out of state again. going to some school where i know nobody. actually doing things with life instead of feeling like im constantly stuck in this planning stage. im doing everything the right but still feel like im losing. i guess thats what latent success is though..
oh yeah i stopped claiming that whole "celibacy" route of life weeks ago. celibacy isnt for me... although i wish it was. matter over mind? mind over matter?
i need to meet someone new.
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