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From: ..R.A. ..
Date: Aug 25, 2008 7:57 AM

i understand you probably dont want to read this message... or you just didnt read this message and threw it out. both are understandable, considering writing this message isnt on my list of things i was looking forward to. you dont want to hear about my life since january or so, and to be honest, i dont want to hear about yours. the purpose of this message and the impending series of messages to come is solely for closure. its been almost 9 months. im over it. im over what was once known as "us". i guess i just would like to know the series of events that went on in your head that led to the end. if you care to know what went on in mine, you can ask. and ill tell you. 100% truthfully. i know we both saw it coming. for months. it was just a shallow sloping downhill til we hit rock bottom and couldnt sink any further. i think it would do us both better if we knew what the other was thinking. so we can save ourselves the same trouble in both of our respective future relationships. im sorry for my part in the sad ending in what was once a happy relationship. and im sorry you became increasingly distant to the point where i didnt even know you anymore. in turn causing me to distance myself from something so unsure and unstable. I would call you, but honestly.. i dont know your phone number and dont care to ever have it again. i dont hate you. i know you probably hate me. and thats ok. im sorry you expected me to crawl back to you everytime. i know you think you came out the winner.. but thats not what its about.. because we both lost. i dont want you back. i have no desire to ever see you again. but i really hope to get a response to this. take care and best of luck in whatever it is that you are doing with yourself


Name: danielle .. http://www.myspace.com/awesomeallthetime
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That message made very little sense. You said you're over it so what's the point of even contacting me? Things just didn't work and its as simple as that. Mostly because from the beginning I felt that I was obligated to stay in California with you. The whole relationship was based on guilt. At least on my end. That's why it didn't work, because I never really cared. When I came back to Colorado I didn't want you to come back with me, but I didn't want to tell you because you sacrificed a lot for us to have what we had, and I wouldve felt like an asshole not inviting you back to Colorado with me. Yeah its shitty, and I'm not a good person in that regard. But at least it ended sooner than later and we went our respective ways