See You?

9:01 AM LAX – 12:01 PM YVR
United 6114
CRJ-200 A/C
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6:00 AM MRY – 9:24 AM DEN United 6732
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11:05 AM DEN – 2:35 PM BHM
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6:31 AM FAT – 7:53 AM LAS
United 5706
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Fresno, CA (FAT) to Las Vegas, NV (LAS)
Embraer 120
Flight duration: 1h 22m
Economy
No Meal Service
258 miles traveled
258 Award miles
Availability
First N
Business N
Economy Y




1:15 PM SFO – 4:46 PM COS
United 6378
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Then, the long bird home.

Black December, can you feel your toes?

Staring up at the black sky in sub-zero temperatures miles away from civilization, and seeing billions of white eyes staring back at you has got to be one of the most beautiful, uncomfortable, awesome, and loneliest feelings. It makes you feel heavy, like all this cosmic weight above you is just pushing you down into the ground. Power.

Cheers

To a cold year that keeps getting warmer.
To letting go of the past.
To not spending christmas alone this time around.
To new days and new sunrises.
To the faces and lives I have altered this year, including my own.
To learning.
To you.




Grab a cup of holiday cheer and drink up.... life is short.

loyalties.

i dont have any anymore. i am rogue. me vs. the world.

broken bond.

free movement of unbound wrists. i can now cut you back.

I Give Up.

returning. revolting. im taking it all back. im going back to the way things were. by myself. ill be alright by myself. i will sink. i will willingly sink. im going to grab my iron shackles and jump in. a ten thousand league plunge. hopefully this time i dont get a chance to resurface. xibalba is a lie. out of death comes death. football season is over. next season, maybe ill make it to the playoffs. xibalba is right. out of death comes life. these shackles feel like fishing line digging into my skin. does salt water infect? maybe when i get to the bottom, a cold, crushing answer will push me deep into the earth's core. away. in the middle. untouchable. the core. warm. solitary. the core. xibalba was right all along... maybe you can live. maybe i can live.

goodbye, light.
long time, no see, black depth.

"fuck these days"

"its the anthem of our youth, the pretty need not apply."